Oh I have a couple let’s see, my mother hated my first wife but she was the only one who could see through her. I should have listened to her, but the main decision I made that I actually regret, and I can’t say I was following my heart, it was kind of like Stewart, and Brice, I was doing what I felt was expected of me and hoping everyone was wrong when in my heart I knew they weren’t. I opened my doors to my brother and that was the worst thing I’ve ever done. I so regret letting Benson into my life and bringing him around our Gnostic family, what he did to Ashley and certainly what he did to Rebecca. I really wish I had of saw things as they were not as I wanted them to be.
