The most important decision I made in my life met with the most resistance. I told everyone I was joining Sir Paul and becoming a Gnostic. I heard it all, from everyone I knew family and friends, how bad I was and all I was going to do was embarrass Sir Paul because I was so corrupt. Yeah, it was said nicer but the meaning was never missed. I almost listened but something told me to follow my heart and I finally did that. That’s what most people didn’t know about me, I had never followed my heart before. I always did what was expected, what was required, not this time, and I was all the better for it.