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Are we more Malevolent or Benevolent at heart? 5 years 11 months ago #2790

Loreen
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Baby you are perfect that’s what you are.

I have to admit I do call on other parts of me to handle situations I find warrant a particular type of individual. I always try to be on my best behavior when meeting people for the first time and it does take me some time to reveal my true self. I also sing Ebony but I was told I couldn’t sing growing up. I don’t know if any of you ever saw “What’s Love Got To Do With It”, remember when the church threw Tina out as a child because she sang loudly and proudly? That was me. I was told I was a show off, too loud, and drowning out all the other singers. I was made to feel stupid, without talent, and this was mostly church people. My mom allowed me to stop attending church because of it and she stopped attending as well. She had a friend that told her she was taking things to far. All she had to do was make me tone it down or drop out of the choir. My mom slammed the door in her face and I smiled. However, I allowed them to stop me from singing. Mason encouraged me after hearing me sing once. I sang with her when Caleb was passing and Mason looked at both Ebony and I and smiled because she was so emotional her voice kept breaking. After that she has Ebony and me singing all the time.

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I normally attract decent people but I think we have all had a run in or two with a real asshole. I worked with on too Liddy. It’s always someone in a position of authority too. Making you wonder how in the hell they got that position. I’ve met the worse people in my life on a job, never the best, only the worse. I know I love being around my friends and Gnostic family and I can freely be who I am without shame.

The idea that people in the most influential positions of power do malevolent things is chilling but clearly true. What is going with too many officers proves there are some people that should never be allowed to hold that position. It is also horrifying to know some kinds are really suffering at the hands of their sadistic parents. Have any of you heard about the mom in California who had ten kids she was allowing her husband to severely abuse? He bit them, shot them with bebe guns, waterboarded them, kicked them, just everything and she did nothing to stop it. It’s really horrifying how some kids are treated. Both of them look crazy, literally. Poor kids.

On that note my most admired person is Mason for obvious reasons.

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Are we more Malevolent or Benevolent at heart? 5 years 11 months ago #2791

Rocky Offline Elite Member Posts: 163 Karma: 0	Brad I agree and I think Justin says things about himself I don’t agree with. He may have been this way at one time but I doubt it was ever as bad as he lets on. He has a heart of gold and he would never have found the group if he was as bad as he thinks he was. I really admire him and I think he’s a good man 100%.
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Are we more Malevolent or Benevolent at heart? 5 years 11 months ago #2792

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Oh Loreen I heard about a mother who was selling her five and six year old daughters for drugs and money. At least two men were arrested for having sex with the two little girls one got life. I think the mother should get life to, and the grandmother knew about it and did nothing. This part of the article just rang so true and it is so chilling.

I am a benevolent person and I am always myself. Sometimes I am nicer or more stern but I’m always me. My daughter was the most malevolent person I’ve ever known personally. Benson is the second most malevolent and then my son’s birth mother is third. So, I have been exposed to some pretty ugly natured people. I clearly prefer to be around people who are striving to be as righteous as possible. I most admire Mark.

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Are we more Malevolent or Benevolent at heart? 5 years 11 months ago #2793

Chris Offline Elite Member Posts: 167 Karma: 3	Hey Brad…I’m real sorry bro. I know it was hard but I had you then and I got you now. You’re the greatest to me bro.
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Are we more Malevolent or Benevolent at heart? 5 years 11 months ago #2794

Jimmy

Kelton is a true warrior and a very honest man. He expresses himself honestly and I think that is what best suits him to Mason because she does as well.

I typically see some of the worse in our society in my profession and I’m not just talking about those accused of committing crimes. I see bad officers, bad judges, and by bad I mean unwavering to a point of being cruel. This are those who are on power trips. Don’t think all judges, police officers, federal agents, doctors, and/or teachers are righteous because they are presumed to be. WE have some pretty corrupt people in positions of power in this country which is evident in the stories we all to often hear on the news. My solace is our group, my faith, my wife, my son, son-in-law, nephews, and grandchildren. My daughter was the closest I came to a true malevolent person, at least she was the first person I encounter who is this way, Ben was second. Yeah and I agree with my wife, my son’s birth mother is up there as well. I’m thankful for the few in number.

I also pray and have deep sorrow for the children left in the hands of malevolent parents, step-parents, family members and often times foster and adopted parents. I do wish there was a great defender out that. It would be a welcome force against violence toward children.

I prefer to be around the types of people in our Gnostic Group and I most admire my son and grand son because they have turned out to be very good men despite their troubled and tortured childhoods.

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Are we more Malevolent or Benevolent at heart? 5 years 11 months ago #2795

Brad Offline Premium Member Posts: 156 Karma: 0	Hey wife you’re bias, bro…I never have doubted your love for me. I’m good. I’m just fine but that’s why I don’t talk to her. She wasn’t there for me when I needed her most and I have no interest in being in her life in any capacity now that I am an adult. Rocky, I agree about Justin. We are so much alike.
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