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TOPIC: Are we more Malevolent or Benevolent at heart?

Are we more Malevolent or Benevolent at heart? 5 years 11 months ago #2784

  • Lydia
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Kelton is so cool. Of course, I think I’m more benevolent than anything else. I think Benson was pure evil and he did give me the creeps, he said things near me from time to time, knowing he was making me uncomfortable, I thought that was real disturbing and wondered if Mark and Mason knew he didn’t seem normal. I remember the way his mother glared at him when she came to one of the meetings. He just laughed it off and claimed she never did like him. I mumbled where he could hear me, I wonder why? He let out a sound that was enough for me to move away from him. Seconds later his mother was in his face daring him to move her. He just sat there and lowered his head. I remember Mark stopping Ashley from interfering. To some degree we believed his mother was mean to him for no reason. But I was beginning to think otherwise.

The only time I deal with bad people is at work where at my old job. I know you all remember that freak that did what he did to me after the first women’s march. He was real creepy and enjoyed making people uncomfortable. I think anyone who enjoys causing others any form of discomfort is malevolent. I think every racist person in a position of authority is malevolent. I think every person who supports a racist leader is malevolent because racism is destructive and violent.

I know I have representatives and I’ll admit I have to call on them when the situation presents itself to be something another part of me can handle better. I most admire the McGinnis family, including Marc and Miles.
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Are we more Malevolent or Benevolent at heart? 5 years 11 months ago #2785

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Yep, I have a few sides to me that’s for sure, one keeps me from tearing some people’s head off because that’s how sick they make me. I married a very malevolent women my first round. She was terrible to me and our kids. When I think of what I saw in her, I’d have to say it was just her looks. I’ll also admit I wanted nice looking kids and at least I got that out of the deal. She was good for something. I didn’t pay much attention to her character sad to say, so I paid the price. I’m with my perfect match now and I have no complaints, she pretty and we have some gorgeous kiddo’s. Yeah I’m vain like that so what.

I don’t to much fool with people who aren’t right in the head and that’s why I kept my distance from Benson. He told me he was interested in my daughter and not in the way I might think. I told him he had better get on interested or I’d assist him and it was exactly in the way he should think. He held his hands up, so I have to say it was hard as hell for him to mingle. He just didn’t know how to talk to people like us so he was often alone.

I know pop was mean to his wife and it sickens me because he never put his hands on our mother. It’s hard for me to believe he did certain things even though I know it’s true. We never saw that side of him, that’s for sure. As far as child abuse we knew a father who always went to far with his kids. We told pop about it and he went over and confronted him. The man swung at pop, that was a huge mistake. He went to jail and was there for years. They really threw the book at him. His wife was a little sad but his kids were glad to see him go. They went to live with their grandparents and I don’t know what became of their mother but the beatings stopped for the kids and that was enough for me.

I’ll say there is nothing worse than a person in a position of authority committing willful violence against an average citizen. Now that’s scum right there and picking on a youth who is a minority, woo big ole bully, I hope they don’t feel good about their self. Where is the challenge in attacking a teenage black kid? I just don’t see how they come off as any kind of man much less an officer of the law. Your attacking an oppressed group, it’s like kicking a lame horse. It’s weak and cowardly. I’m glad to know Karma never forgets. They’ll die and come back as the very thing they oppressed in this life. They will know how it feels. I just wish they would remember how badly they treated minorities in this life when they came back as one.

I admire Justin because he has come back from seriously deadly situations and he can still find reasons to smile.
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Are we more Malevolent or Benevolent at heart? 5 years 11 months ago #2786

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Kelton spoken like a true Warrior.

Liddy, that day I saw what happened. I heard what she said when she was in his face. First she asked him what really happened to Becca. He dropped his eyes and did not answer her. She told him let someone else in our group come up missing and she was going to do what she should have done immediately after he was born. I knew then he had something to do with what happened to Becca. I looked him up and down and he smiled and shrugged. He was creepy and I’m just glad Ashley survived. He didn’t scare me though.

Like my husband, we grew up in the hood so I saw quite a bit growing up. I saw girls beaten up in the street by their boyfriends. I saw men getting into serious fights and some of them being knifed or shot to death. I saw hookers beaten by pimps. I saw a man shot after robbing a store, yes he died. So killers don’t really scare me. But what does scare me is possibly being closer to one than I ever want to be. I clearly was with my first husband and I am also lucky I survived. There is nothing like the peace that comes over you when a tormentor dies, nothing.

I feel I’m am basically benevolent, I like being around down to earth people who are like me and I most admire Obama and Mark.
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Are we more Malevolent or Benevolent at heart? 5 years 11 months ago #2787

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Ebony that was a terrible time for the whole family. I remember it well.

I know I have to let stronger parts of me take over from time to time. I also think I’m a benevolent person. I enjoy being around people who are benevolent like the members of my Gnostic family. I was also an abused child so I know all to well what it feels like to have someone bigger, older, and stronger than you causing you so much physical pain. It’s a literal nightmare.

I admire Mason because she has been through a lot even from some people she’s tried to befriend.
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Are we more Malevolent or Benevolent at heart? 5 years 11 months ago #2788

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Kelton...you are definitely a warrior bro.

I think I’m benevolent because I don’t like to treat people bad and don’t like knowing others around me or like me are being treated bad. I agree with you Chris, to do what some of these officers are doing is real cowardly. Real men like real challenges, there is no challenge in gunning down an unarmed teenage black male, none at all.

Benson didn’t scare me, hell I had to very scary older brother’s and he didn’t hold a candle to them. Yes they were killers, gang bangers. They did drive by’s walk ups and flat out shot rival gang members sometimes in broad day light. That’s the world we grew up in. Very violent inside and outside the home. I know malevolent when I see it. and I know how to avoid and remove myself from the presence of evil. Growing up I knew I wanted a better life and to live around better people. I’m glad that happened for me.

I most admire Jay, and Justin.
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Are we more Malevolent or Benevolent at heart? 5 years 11 months ago #2789

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I understand this representative thing and since I don’t have this ability I think I have some trouble. I am always me like Rocky. We are two of the same kind of people. We are semi autistic and that prevents us from being anyone other than who we are at all times. It is also a reason for others to treat you less than normal. They decide something is wrong with us and they treat us worse than they would if they believed us to be normal. I suffered in many of the same ways he did all through my life. I had a mother but I was a burden on her, and this is what caused me to sympathize with Benson. I had a father but he didn’t really know how to deal with me either so he paid more attention to my brother. I was left trying to figure out how to make my parents love me. How to get their attention. I was never able to do that but I did have my brother’s attention, and then I met my half sisters and brothers and they treat me normal and show me love. I married the wrong woman because she showed me something I thought was love, taking my virginity. Need I say more. She did me about as bad as Rocky’s wife did him. When you have a mental condition, you attract the worst kind of people because it’s like a wild animal smelling blood. They swarm around you anxious for a chance to take a pot shot at you. I of course, prefer to be around better types of people. I’m autistic nor an idiot.

I am disturbed by how badly human treat those who are in any way weaker due to oppression, age, or gender. It proves what messed up species humans are. I’m sorry to many of us are horrible and the most horrible among us are the religious fanatics. My most admired persons is more than one person. With the current president I have to say I really admire, respect, and miss Obama and wish he could have done a third term with a more agreeable congress. I despise all of the republicans in congress, ALL. I admire the entire McGinnis family, and I admire Justin.
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