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Are we more Malevolent or Benevolent at heart? 5 years 11 months ago #2820

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Courtney, I know your parents forgive you as they can see things clearly now as well. I also had a moment when I was on a road of bad behavior. I was a gang member, contemplating prostitution, and I beat people up for money. I was older than you and if a friend had not slapped some sense into me I would not be here today. The most high had to get my attention and I was a real bad ass. I know about being a part of the bad crowd. I know the thrill it gives you. But that thrill is short lived. When you’re alone it makes you feel real bad just thinking about what you’ve done. The thing about me is that bad feeling only lasted for a moment. Abuse gave me the ability to numb unwelcomed emotions. I can do that to this day but I don’t. I choose not to ignore any of my feelings except anger. Anger is useless if felt to often and for to long. I do understand and I want you to know that.
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Are we more Malevolent or Benevolent at heart? 5 years 11 months ago #2821

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All I can say is when Mike is in this form he is very scary.

I’m glad my husband came to his senses unlike Josh’s first wife. I couldn’t wait for Aaron to come to his senses. I did not car for Josh’s first wife she was a real bitch. We had many run ins and it kept us away from Josh so I have to say I’m real glad for the family unity.

Aaron’s family is my family. I was adopted and never knew my birth parents. For this reason Aaron’s grandfather never approved of me. I was not good enough for Aaron. I have sense done the DNA test and learned I am literally biracial and one of my parents is African American. I am half black. I know Aaron’s grandfather is shitting bricks about right now. :lol: :lol:

I also cringe at the thought of children being tortured by adults. I was not severely abused but I was abused by my adopted parents who did not love me the way I love my children that’s a fact. So I like being a part of a family. The person who I think is most malevolent is my father in law Rod and I am very proud of him.
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Are we more Malevolent or Benevolent at heart? 5 years 11 months ago #2822

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Um Mike…or Ares, sometimes I fell a little Louisy you know. I just feel it coming on and I go with the flow :lol: . You are too much and I agree you and my Uncle are definitely warriors. I most admire Mason because she pulled me out of my own hell and set me up on my feet.

I have also found myself involved with the wrong element. I quickly regrouped but found myself on a dark path when I first met Mason. She has been by my side from the moment we met and she is a pillar of strength. Mason has experienced some of everything. She had faced homelessness head on and flipped it all the way around and lived in luxury. She has been a hell raiser and became a peace maker. Mason chooses to be a better person, she could have remained on her path. Courtney you have made the same choice. I had to do the same. It’s something that can be corrected but it’s not easy. See, sometimes the things we do while on a bad path make it hard for us to believe we can correct the error of our ways but we can. We have to be willing to except responsibility for what we’ve done, apologize when we have to, and make some real changes. Sadly many people can’t even admit they have done anything wrong much less apologize.

This year we are going to find out what we are made of and just how strong we are as people. We have to be strong to survive hell and progress to our next station in life. To graduate. We are off to a good start.
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Are we more Malevolent or Benevolent at heart? 5 years 11 months ago #2823

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Thank you God mom!!! I love you!
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