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TOPIC: Are we more Malevolent or Benevolent at heart?

Are we more Malevolent or Benevolent at heart? 5 years 10 months ago #2772

  • Jordan
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I know I am a benevolent person but spent the early part of my life tormented by a malevolent mother. I did cause me to form stronger identities in order to cope with living in the house with her. I know all to well what it feels like as a child to be tormented by someone who is supposed to love and protect you. My mother tormented me and I lived in constant fear of her. My heart breaks for any child subject to a bad, abusive parent or adult. It is a hopeless frightening way to exist.

I don’t attract bad people but I have to treat bad people all the time. It has taught me what to look for when I deal with people in my personal life. I’m glad the woman who bore me didn’t ruin me and I thank The Most High for my mother whom I love and cherish. Jay I can’t name just one person either. I have to say I admire Obama, you, Kelton because he is such a standup man, Mike because he shows it that we must be responsible for our own behavior, and Mason for her flat out open honesty about everything.
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Are we more Malevolent or Benevolent at heart? 5 years 10 months ago #2773

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I kind of like the snob in my husband. It’s cute. I think I see it in Mark from time to time. :lol: It’s so different from what I am used to. I am also benevolent, and I like knowing that I can call on a stronger part of myself or a softer part of myself when it is appropriate. I’m fine knowing I’m a little schizo.

You know, it’s very sobering when you think about it. We can meet someone who seems normal, nice and they are skilled at hiding that dark ugly side. I just want to learn how to recognize these kinds of people so I can beware. How terrifying it must be to be subjected to a malevolent parent. I mean you hear horror stories and it always tears you apart. What must the child suffer with daily? I also wish for Nemesis in these type situations. I’d love to hear about it on the news, how a golden Phoenix is going after abusive parents. Kids are innocent and an abusive parent does not deserve any sympathy.

I admire Mark of course, and Obama, and Mason. :cheer: I like how they are straight forward and make things plain, clear.
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Are we more Malevolent or Benevolent at heart? 5 years 10 months ago #2774

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Honestly, I think I have some crazy tendencies but I would say I’m an evil person and that’s what malevolent is. I don’t think anyone in the group is malevolent. Benson was and it was obvious he was uncomfortable, and as you see, he began to fall apart shortly after he started attending the meetings. He feared Mark and Mason. He knew they could see the blackness in his heart. Mason just break it down because you always feed Benson with a long handle spoon. I won’t say he’s the only murderer I’ve ever known because that would be s lie. I’ve known a few. Like Ebony, I witnessed a man break a woman’s neck without a second thought. He was a pimp and he had no trouble beating and murdering women. He seemed normal though I really wouldn’t have guessed he was so cold but he clearly was.

The thought of children be subjected to such a person is chilling. I was beaten but I don’t think I was abused. I was exposed to some seriously violent stuff and it did kind of numb me to some things but I tell you what, when I hear stories about grown ass men sticking their shit in any part of a child, especially a damn baby I really would love to spend some time alone with his weak punk ass.

I admire Mason quiet a bit I think she’s awesome.
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Are we more Malevolent or Benevolent at heart? 5 years 10 months ago #2775

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Well folks, I will not say I’m benevolent because I can be pretty mean. I’m not malevolent either I’m honestly somewhere in between. I am a warrior at heart and I relate to Tyler in UE very well. I mean I know him, I see myself in him so I read UE regular to feel myself. I’m not kidding, that’s me, Tyler. Warriors aren’t always benevolent, they can be thought of as being full of chivalry but they aren’t benevolent. To be plainer benevolent people desire peace at all times and warriors know that is not possible in many circumstances.

I definitely know we meet representatives most of the time that’s why there are key things you have to look for in people. Eye contact, body language. Many of us just pay attention to spoken language, that’s where to many people make their mistake. Something is always telling about a malevolent person and it can be seen in the unspoken way they communicate. They are good at hiding but if you have an eye see, really see. Pay close attention to how they interact with people, particularly those who are weaker. Pay attention to how they treat animals, how the drive like Mark says. Trust me you can tell a lot about a person by the way the drive. Malevolent people don’t give a damn about anything or anybody, not a damn. They all have to same laugh too, that go fuck yourself laugh. They are mingling but they don’t want to deal with people, not really, they have a representative forward but that core self is frowning, groaning, grunting and sometimes snarling. Pen it up to long and when it is released it will find someone to really hurt. I think all malevolent people are born that way. I don’t know if you all know about the superstition regarding the vail. If a child is born with a vail over their face it means they are malevolent. I believe this to be true. It is a warning, one we talk ourselves out of paying attention to because all babies are innocent, my ass. I am native American and we see things as they are not as the world tries to make people see things. We are breed to observe, if you watch you know when to act and what action to take.

I admire Michael because he has a heart of gold and the mind of a warrior. I admire Mark because he is a kick ass leader, he is the KING and I mean that.
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Are we more Malevolent or Benevolent at heart? 5 years 10 months ago #2776

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Damn Right Kelton!!! Damn Right!

Nico…he was a dick and I wanted to kill him every time I saw my auntie bruised up. I fucking wanted to kill him.
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Are we more Malevolent or Benevolent at heart? 5 years 10 months ago #2777

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Preach Kelton!

I think I got a bit of bad in me. I don’t think I’m malevolent though. I deal with all kinds of people in my profession but normally attract descent people. I think it depends on how you carry yourself and that will determine what kind of people that will be drawn to you.

I dealt with all types of criminals when I first started practicing law. I began my career as a defense attorney. That was a short-lived area of practice for me. I had criminals seeking representation who were guilty as hell. I reluctantly defended them but after a while I just couldn’t do it. If I felt, in my heart, a defendant was guilty I couldn’t defend him or her. That became clear after I had a client accused of raping his step-daughter. I’m sorry I don’t think a twelve-year-old girl is making something like that up. Once I realized he was guilty I told him he had to seek counsel from someone who believed he was innocent and that was not me. I had to tell the judge as well. So, when you see that mess on television where the judge tells a lawyer they have to provide counsel to someone they feel is guilty that’s a lie. I thought about being a prosecutor but, I don’t want to put innocent people in jail either so I went into corporate law and that is where I remained throughout my career. I can defend people because I do have experience in that area of law but I prefer corporate law.

I’ll say this, a lot of people go into law for the money, and that alone proves they aren’t very good people, they a cut-throat, and heartless people. It’s the same for all professions, one should choose a profession because they want to do the work that goes along with that profession not because it pays well. I learned I preferred being around good decent people, which is not easy to come by in my profession. Look at the trump mess, need I say more. I’ll say this Giuliani’s ass has come full circle. He became notable because of his pursuit of mobsters and organized crime. Now he’s in league with a big-time gangster who takes every body and every thing down with as he falls downhill. Everybody who aligns themself to this man loses everything in the wake. It’s just not worth it.

I know Carmine…he’s talking about my father. We all know about domestic violence watching it in our home. My dad was abusive to my mother until Mike and I grew up and put a stop to it. Carmine didn’t like our father. He didn’t hide it either. Dad would bother him all the time and Carmine would get real quiet. It was chilling.

I admire my brother, Mason, hell the McGinnis’ and Kelton’s crazy ass too. :lol:
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