It’s troubling and I don’t feel anxiety about anything. This racial stuff is making me real uncomfortable. We have been placed in a position, being married to women of color, that requires we make a choice. Again, the right thing is the hard road, the road that could lead to becoming a martyr like the word. This world is not a right place and the rebellion against what is right is intense. To me there is a push to change how people think, to make them believe it’s all right even with God, for them to be bad, cruel, inhumane. It’s getting intense.