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Moments in our Memory 7 years 1 day ago #1522

Ryan
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Nice job Loreen.

Thanks for putting this into perspective for us Mason.

I first want to say that seeing my parents post was painful for us but we know it was just as painful for them. Josh will be joining the group any day now. He’s talking to Mason about setting him up and working on catching up his portfolio.

Now that I know what type of moments I have to say one of them was when I witnessed my grandfather and uncles bullying my father. I was young and they were hitting him. When his nose began to bleed I started screaming and telling them to leave my dad alone. We were at our grandparents and dad ran to me and we left. We never went back but I remember seeing them all differently, like evil demons I wanted nothing to do with. I never forgot it and I was able to recognize the trait in others all my life. So it did change the path my life would take early in life.

And then there was Liddy

I meet this beautiful woman and everything in my life changed. I’m going to be a father and I’m a different man than the one I was before I met her. I’m on a new path spiritually, emotionally, physically, and mentally.

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Moments in our Memory 7 years 1 day ago #1524

Tina
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Well I have to agree with my better half this was a real good article Loreen girlfriend.

I have had a lot of moments in my memory that are real clear but when I think about the life changing ones I’d have to say it was first finding my Gnostic faith. It literally changed my life bringing me closer to the Most High and showing me what real faith is all about. The next major thing was realizing just how much I love my husband. I will literally die for my husband because he literally completes me. This time apart opened my eyes to my love for Carmine and I know it’s making me a better wife and mother.

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Moments in our Memory 7 years 1 day ago #1526

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Moments in my memory that changed the course of my life are when Caleb saved me from a downward spiral and showed me I mattered. And when he died my life changed again forever. I have remarried and I have learned to be patient but I am struggling. Benny doesn’t seem to be connecting with the kids and they are spending more and more time with Caleb’s father. I’m sensing Benny resents Caleb Junior a little and he took down all Caleb’s pictures which upset the children. I hate to disappoint everyone but Chris said he wants to move in with his grandfather because he thinks Benny is mean. I’m understanding that this isn’t about just me. Also we learned the baby is a girl and that didn’t please Benny. I have to do what is right and I want to ask now Jess and Vic, will you take our daughter as I don’t think I can handle one more child as a single parent and I’ve been real sick with this pregnancy.

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Moments in our Memory 7 years 18 hours ago #1528

Benny

It’s me, I’m messed up and I know it. I don’t like the kids and I’m not being honest and ruining people’s lives. It’s not fair and I don’t deserve a beautiful wife like Ashley. She loves her children and I’m not wanting to share her so this has been the most significant moment in my memory that is going to change my life forever. I don’t like looking at pictures of Caleb. I just don’t. Sometime I feel like a demon because I don’t care if her kids don’t like me. I honestly just wanted her. I don’t want any kids including this one coming in a few months. This is my last post as I don’t think I’m fitting in with this good group of folks. I don’t belong here folks. My heart is not like the heart of most of you. I’m bitter, resentful, and often full of hate. I have to learn to live with me the way I am and stop trying to be like Jess. Thanks for the chance folks no hard feelings.

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Moments in our Memory 7 years 18 hours ago #1529

Lydia
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Wow! Really Ben? Okay.

Well, I think the most significant thing that happened in my memory is realizing my mother is a BITCH!!!! I’m so serious. I vowed to never be anything like her and I’m glad my brother and I remained with my father. My mother was physically and verbally abusive to my father and us kids. She’s a racist, homophobic and calls herself a Christian. I learned at an early age what kind of person I didn’t want to be. Now I’m glad we had the father we had because we have a step sister and brother and they are going to be just like mom. She came to meet Ryan. She was with he new husband and their two kids. I don’t think we’ll see her again. She saw picture of our wedding and the first thing out of her husband’s mouth was there were too many darkies and he frowned. Ryan told him his step mother was African American and he loved her so that wasn’t appropriate. He shrugged, didn’t apologize and on their way out the door I called back to Ryan loud enough for him to hear. That I really hated redneck racist and I hope they never came back. Mom gasped and I smiled sweetly, did my best southern drawl telling her Y’all have a nice life hear.

Miles, Jordan, Em, and you too Doc Rod…oh and you too Benny, I feel your pain.

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Moments in our Memory 7 years 18 hours ago #1531

JJ
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Good article Loreen.

Benny, okay so you don’t like the kids and you’re having a problem with them keeping pictures of their father whom we all loved? Okay, that’s just FUCKED UP!!!!!

Anyway, I think my mother was the one who gave me my first eye-opening memory that had a great impact on my life. She is depressed, bipolar and like many of you here who have watched your father go through hell, trust me Becca wasn’t anything near as bad as our mother. I decided at the age of seven I would never have anything to do with a bipolar woman. I was dating a girl and she flipped out over dinner, not liking how her food was prepared. Embarrassed the hell out of me and, have you all seen that move The Good Guy I think it’s called. I was like look darling, it’s over. She admitted she was bipolar. I nodded and told her see ya. I wasn’t nice about it because I didn’t want any problems. Don’t cling to me and make me have to take more direct action.

My father gives me many positive moments to remember. The latest one was marrying Ebony and finally finding a good woman who values his love and who shows him so every day. Ebony thank you for loving my pop with a pure heart. I love you !!!!!

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