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The Big Picture 7 years 11 months ago #34

Mike

I also like the name Yahushua Mark. That is his Hebrew name and I'm not interested in calling him the name Christians gave him when they took of the foundation of deciding what is truth when it comes to God and Jesus.

I think the article was really grounded in what we believe, explaining why we believe and feel the way we feel. I have grown quite a bit since I officially became a Gnostic. I will not be marrying anyone outside of the established steps we take on the journey to a covenant. I have taken those steps with no one and I take them very seriously. I'm a cheater and I cheated I have no deep feelings for this lady but I do love my daughter. She is mine I have had all the test to prove it. My story is also tied into my group story. I have always been a wander and I remain so. I will just do this single thing because I don't like being committed to one person and that's just me being honest with myself. I do care about myself so I am more selective and careful but. Mason has a song she listens too, likes it's called "Ain't no Love In Me" I don't know who sints it but that's me. I'm not interested in a relationship. I'm good and Mason I really hope you will be happy. My life is to my faith now as I came close enough to death to know there is a home and I'm bound for that place even though I still do things with the right intention but that don't turn out the way I expected them to. Mason...the house is unsettled. i spent some time there and it's unsettled. I spent some time there alone. Now go on there and see for yourself. I didn't go about things the right way but I had the best intentions. It's back to I don't make you smile anymore. That is my fault. But I don't want to hurt you I was trying to protect you. It's my fault you don't expect me to be doing that anymore. Just know peace and if you find that I'm right. We'll go ahead with this. Just stay there a couple nights, see for yourself. I didn't believe this kind of thing happens so I was really surprised. It does happen. We live in an unsettled realm and it comes out in these ways.

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The Big Picture 7 years 11 months ago #36

Mark Offline Administrator Posts: 437 Thank you received: 22 Karma: 72	Bro WTF!! The house is haunted?O need the key I'll go sis. Damn!
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The Big Picture 7 years 11 months ago #37

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Okay Mark you are brave bro LOL. What was happening Michael? If it scared you I'm not going. I appreciate the honesty.

I like Yahushua too.

The article was a reality check. It’s time to step out of the matrix and discover the truth and deal with what is real.

My story is one of sexual confusion, racial confusion, and spiritual confusion. Dad was always a believer but not in the traditional way. He was always telling us what he didn’t agree with when it came to the normal belief about something, religion, politics, and racial. He was republican so we fancied ourselves republican. I learned early I was democrat. I think Dad changed too he just never said anything. My dad was my world because my mother was she just didn’t pay us much attention. I always longed for a mother that loved me, my dad told me I had to learn to live with his love. Then he met Mother Alicia and man I loved her so much. Dad just couldn’t go on without her. He finally met his soul mate late in age and he was ready to go after she left us. It seems like she was in our lives all our lives. She changed my life and made it better. My sister made me better. My husband made me better. When my family grew and came together I was complete and it keeps growing. I love it.

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The Big Picture 7 years 11 months ago #38

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I read the article before the site went down. I've come in and read the questions we so often get asked and I'm glad for a reference as to how to answer them when' I'm by myself. I think the article really breaks down the Gnostic belief and logically explains why traditional religion has been disappointing for many of us, disappointing and confusing.

My story is one of abandonment. Living from day to day at the mercy of a cruel world. Eating out of trash cans and sleeping in alley's. I was eight years old when my biological father set me outside and told me to find somewhere to live. I didn't know what to do. Thank God it was summer. No one cared either. They saw me walking around without supervision. No one asked me what was happening, why I was alone. Finally a officer saw me in a trashcan outside a restaurant getting food. He asked me where my parents where and I shrugged so he took me to the CPS office. I went to a boys home where I stayed for almost a year. I was beaten up by racist white boys and I finally had enough and I ran away. No one came looking for me. I was back to eating out of trashcans and then a black gang member found me and took me in. He was a teenager, homeless too, but he had a place he was paying for gang banging. I didn't want to do that and he didn't make me but I had to earn my keep so that meant selling myself to men looking for young boys. When my dad found out what I was doing he came and drug me out of the apartment and took me back to his house. It was dirty and smelly and he told me I had to clean it up.

I didn't know what to identify with and when I turned fifteen he kicked me out again. He never had a reason he would just tell me to get out. This time an older man took me in right away and I had my own room, three meals a day and went to school. I drifted until Sir Paul, and this group. It all seems like a nightmare now and I'm doing much better. I literally went from rags to riches and I was spiritually lost and now I am found. My us story is finding where I fit in and now I'm surrounded by like mind people.

I'm going with you dad. I want to spend a few night in a haunted house.

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The Big Picture 7 years 11 months ago #39

Mason Offline Administrator Posts: 517 Thank you received: 12 Karma: 52	The house is haunted Michael...really? What happened?
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The Big Picture 7 years 11 months ago #40

Mike

All I know is water was always on somewhere in the houae. I would turn it off and it would come on somewhere else. It feels real cold in spots sometimes just in that spot and it makes you uncomfortable. I kept waking up during the night swearing someone was there with me but no one was there. I was standing in the kitchen and I felt like some one was walking up behind me. I spun around and pulled out my gun. I actually told it to stop fucking with me. Then I felt wind brush past me and I knew I wasn't imagining stuff. I don't like shit I can't see.

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