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The Big Picture 7 years 11 months ago #41

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OH He'll No brother not me did it scar you Mike? What did you do? I mean dude did it touch you do feel like it was like bad come on give me some more details.
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The Big Picture 7 years 11 months ago #42

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Okay...it scared me. I don't like shit I can't see so I was nervous and after the kitchen thing I wasn't going to sleep in the house again so I got a hotel and called the realtor the next day. Mark Mason has keys but I can get you my set if you want them. I'm telling you the hairs on the back of your neck are going to stand up. That is my first time experiencing something like that and I really hope it's my last.
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The Big Picture 7 years 11 months ago #43

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I want those keys. I want to see what's going on. You all do know the house in Arizona is....hmm unsettled right?

Me: I rich, white, blue-eyes and always feeling myself. I was the privilege. I thought nothing of it. It was what it was. My mother told me the world was mine and I believed her. I didn’t have to share it I was to take it by the horns and make it mine. I liked born girls because I liked when I was brown or tan. My mother turned on me and it shattered me. I saw the devil and no longer could anyone convince me there was another devil other than my mother. Yes she is still alive but we do not associate with her and she doesn’t want to associate with us. I found my father and he set me straight. It was a painful readjustment that I learned to joke about. Joking is a mask for me. Some of you have seen me without my masks. You are the only ones who have because I am home. I can be me openly. I am where my father wanted me to be. For all the money and privilege I turned to the bottle daily to escape a world I hated in my soul. It is a world where I wore many mask. Niobi saw through my masks right away. Vicki…I’m not as strong as pop…I’m a part of this group and I love all of you. I need all of you as much as you all feel you need me. Gnostic taught me that I don’t have to be anything other than what I am inside. I strive to be that man every day.

I also like Yahushua.

Let’s take from the article what we need to be doing to please God.
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The Big Picture 7 years 11 months ago #44

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:) I love it...this site is looking fantastic and I'm glad you administration people figured it all out.

I like the Hebrew name of our savior, Yahushua.

I thought the article was really on point and spoke to the honest downright horror of modern religion. I'm looking at these rents and my god what's going on in this country? Why in Gods name are they doing this? They are going up everywhere on everyone. People are struggling to pay what they are already paying and people are raising rents. There are so many homeless people it's frightening. It's really hard to believe this is going on in America.

My me story is my beginning which was bumpy. I was selfish and self-centered and sought friends that needed me, that I could control. This followed me into adulthood and it almost cost me the best thing that every happened to me. I found my we when I found Gnostic. This is my center everything else in my life flows from my center. My center is finally in the right place and my life is in a place I feel it should be.

Mike, I'm glad you're not leaving the group and I am very sad that things did not work our for you and Mason, very sad.
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The Big Picture 7 years 11 months ago #45

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B) Navigation is easier actually. I'm off to the haunted house with you Sir Marcus :lol: . Mike very honest, I'm still pissed but I'm going to be an adult and I'll get over it. This isn't about me and I'm being all in self right now and I need to get a grip. Oh...damn I'm taking this honest thing too far. :lol:

Okay, I'm back on topic. Like Yahushua I'm a Jew.

The article pulled no punches and was right on point.

Me...rich kid, rich human male. I had a fantastic childhood, perfect, no serious issues. Unfortunately that did not follow me into adulthood. I fond more than my share of troubles and part of it is because I was under the impression life was a breeze. I learned it is not. Money isn't everything folks and that's just fact right there. It can't control what kind of people you meet, how they will act, or what they will do. The bottom line is we need something to hold on to. Something that is more than us, bigger, and has real power. The trick is finding that something or someone and there are many people out there who claim they know and lead you down false paths. I found the right one and my life has come full circle. I am once again living a stress-free life like I lived when I was a child. That is my me coming all the way to my us. I am proudly a Gnostic because it grounded me and opened my eyes to many truths that are evident.
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The Big Picture 7 years 11 months ago #46

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:) There is so much going on in this thread. We were away from the forum just too long. I'll start by saying I do like this forum Mason :) I like it for so many reasons. I really don't think Roscoe would have left a haunted house so something is up that need to be examined. I'm not going though. Have fun honey. :lol: Mason I can't help but admire you and Mike for your shear blunt honesty. I think both of you will be all right.

I also like Yahushua. Just the sound of it is relaxing. :)

My story I felt was how I feel about my early accountable life, about who I am as a person. I don't think I very smart when it comes to things of or related to wisdom and growing up I rejected wise counsel. I paid the price for that. Like most women I felt I had it all figured out. I was wrong. Our story was one of conflict, anger, and occasionally love was in there but life has been pretty sporadic in my family. I equate our story to the story of my culture, my ethnicity, my race. It's been hellish to say the least. Not just because of discrimination but because of how bad we treat each other as a race. The story is all of us as humans in this together. Something is very wrong with this picture. There is far to much suffering in our story Our meaning us as human beings. We are immature and pimative simply because we don't know how to be civil and humane to each other. that picture.
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