The heartlessness of it all is what I struggle with. No church did a damn thing for me. The shelter I was in catered to women, children, and minorities, and I’m not complaining about that because at the end of the day none of us had much. I was not treated like a human. I was treated like a bum. I was spit, kicked, and I finally just sat down and told God I was ready to die. I cannot begin to explain how humiliated, degraded, devalued I felt. I can’t find the words. I can tell you no church opened a door and made me feel as if I was entering the lords house as they like to call it. Yes we eat if we get there before it runs out and none of them no human with the ability to help gives more than 1%. This is a species that should be on the system it is on because it hates its own that’s a fact. I wanted to throw up when that man with that disgusting grin on his stupid face said what he said on Bill Maher Friday night but he’s starting to make me sick as well. If he’s going to have people like that on his show it’s a wonder he calls himself and Atheist. Trying having will representation of the Most High on for a change.
I know my love, I love you too.
