I think we say negative energy in motion on Jan 6, 2021 that was a mob full of negatively charged people so yes it can become deadly. It also seems to tear down a person’s moral in the worst possible way. It was raw hate and it drove some officers to commit suicide. It has to be difficult to run up against that strong a force of hate. But, black people are used to it. White people have no idea how to deal with shit like this because we are never exposed to it. I remember when I was little. I saw a racist white man attack a black woman. My parents intervened but it scared the shit out of me. I felt so sorry for her. She kept saying she was alright but shit, I wasn’t. I admire her to this day because she was looking at him like he lost his mind. I remember her telling him he better not put his hands on her. He kept yelling in her face and she just told him, not to touch her right back in his face. So, I’ve seen it and a recognize it right away, and I get the hell away as fast as I can.
Positive is here, when we meet four times a year and Mark keeps us laughing the whole time. It keeps me grounded and gives me hope.