Thanks everybody. It’s hard and I agree I do need to start thinking about myself but I miss my grandchildren when they aren’t here. They miss being here, in their rooms, in their home and that makes it harder. They do things like take long to get ready for school on Thursdays, they don’t want to go because they don’t want to leave home. I can’t comfort them. I wish I could. So, I pray too, for the best, and I’m not sure I know what that is anymore. I can’t get into the Christmas spirit. I didn’t decorate the house this year. I have no interest in doing gifts, cooking, any of it. It’s the state of our union, and the situation with the grandchildren. I’ll be glad when I leave this country, I can’t wait to leave all the inhibitors for all to find happiness behind. Credit, insurance, all insurance, and freedom. I want to really be free. I don’t like how intrusive doctors are, courts are, schools are. This country was built on slave like ideas and everything in our lives in intrusive. I hate it. I want to be really free. I want to retain some semblance of privacy. I want to live where the laws are administered equally everything, I want I will never have in this country, never. I have to weigh the pros and the cons. As much as I like running to an array of restaurants when I don’t feel like cooking, which is often these days, I can run and grab something. But in another country, I don’t have to worry about a damn credit score that weeds me out, denies me prosperity. I that is what helps me decide it’s time to go and I’m read
