I have always been drawn to Melanin people just like our father was. Over time we learned why. See Dad always told us the things that are coming out now. We knew Yahushua was the real name of our lord and savior, but as we grew up and went out into the world, we learned about our mother’s religious beliefs, she was a Catholic and she was always talking about Jesus and all the things God hated. In time, I decided I liked Dad’s God more and I did get involved with some Christian things. I am bisexual was married to a man until I lost him to cancer a few years ago, I then married a beautiful melanin woman and I’m experiencing parenting, and I’ve realized she’s the kind of female I need. I could never replace Jordan and I didn’t even want to try. I’m glad the truth is surfacing and all of us see it every day. They hate what they can never be, never compete with. Mason said something that is profound. The only thing rich white men contribute to society is scams, ways to suppress, oppress, and subjugate others. That is the only thing they invent like the whole concept of money, credit, stocks it’s all bull shit. A tool used to oppress others deny them access, burden their lives. It’s disgusting when you think about it. They invent nothing that is beneficial to or that targets things that value life. Useful, positive things that improve the lives of others. That was profound because it is so true. Melanin people are the original humans on Earth and they were all over the Earth. Caucasian people are the evolved humans and yes it really show in how we age over time. It shows while we are young but it’s painfully obvious when when grow older. I do have blue eyes and blond hair but I also am aging and not as well as my wife.

I had a good father it was my mother who was the problem. I do think men become too self-absorbed once we reach a certain age and it could be the discovery of our penises. I think some of us have it drilled into us how we as men should always be and it’s hard for many of us. We are told not to feel because to do so makes us weak. It’s this masculinity thing that is cultural and drilled into us early in life. I think men need to start being who they are deep down, cast off the weights and Walk in our Man not anyone elses. We’ll do better when we do.

I’m going to start with the article. I was on You tube the other night looking at something and up pops this post with an old Caucasian woman who is talking about her near death experience she said Jesus is not his name, but Yahushua admitted to being called by many names. He was named Yahushua and he was not white. He was not a blue eyed blond. He had powerful brown eyes. He showed her all the ugly Caucasians have done to his people. Melanin people. She talked about how she grew up, admitting the Caucasian churches supported racism and kids are taught to not question how Melanin people are treated because it’s Gods Will I remember that sot I kept listening. She talked about how hurt Yahushua was that horrible things have been done to his people in his name. The only solace is that’s not his name, for me anyway. Listen, it’s time for this to stop. It’s gone on long enough and those of us with any kind of real soul, need to stand up and speak out like this elder Caucasian women did after suffering a heart attack and being brought back. She said there was no hell. How long have we as Gnostics been told this? I commend YouTube because every night I go back and I find something else that says melanin people are the originals, thus are the real Israelites. It’s time to embrace the truth and spread it.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Pe4YG8KF4RY&list=WL&index=28&t=1666s

Now, we grew up in a home with a very racist sexiest father. He was a dick to our mom and a tyrant to me and my brother. I honestly intensely disliked my father and he hated me. He tired to kill me, literally shot me. I vowed to be nothing like him. I honestly like valuing women, listening to them, helping them. I wouldn’t want to live on a planet without them, and it’s sad so many of them would be fine living on a planet without us. I also saw something of facebook where a British man was asking men and women would they rather a female be lost in the forest with a bear or a man. Every last one of them choose the bear. That bothered me in my soul. We have to do better fellas, we have to.

I’m going to agree with Luke. We are forced to behave in what society has decided is appropriate for a man, and that is basically to be a slime. We are taught that all we have to do is provide, and women are subject to us if they want to be cared for. We are taught we are the prize and women need to conform to our specifications. It’s very societal, very cultural. And now we are seeing things like how women would be fine on a planet with just their gender, only women. Fella’s they don’t like it as much as we do. For them they need to feel some attributes of Love. They aren’t in it for the feeling they in it for the intimacy, and that is more than the physical contact. We better wake up and pay attention because let’s face it. We need them far more than they need us, especially in these times.

Son, I told him I’d kill him if he touched my kids. I was pissed when I saw your big brother with his eyes black, I was pissed. Yes I confronted him with a gun and swore I’d kill him. Criag knew how to find me, I told him not to hit his own sons like that again. All the Italian came out and I was pissed. But he was like that because he was messed up as a kid. My pop knew all about the household he grew up in. The cycle needs to stop somewhere though.

I think we kind of take shit for granted, and many of us didn’t realize women don’t like sex as much as we do. Clearly that hasn’t proven to be an issue for us as long as we like it that’s been all that mattered. I think that selfish thought is the root to all our problems. It’s so much better when she does desire your touch, your company, being close to you. It feel so much better. It’s sad many men with this macho shit happening, never experience how good it can really feel when the woman is just as into it as we are.

My new future wife is Melanin and I listen to her because I want to be what she needs me to be in her life as a man. I’m not interested in the macho bullshit. I want her to want me, not just need me. She doesn’t need me, she told me today, she wants me. Men need to let go of the macho shit and start listening and caring about what women are saying. I don’t want to live in a world without women, and too many men are a threat to women. It’s time to step up and call it out. Stop the clan shit and be a real man.