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TOPIC: October Meeting!

October Meeting! 5 years 4 months ago #3428

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My big secret was witnessing a rape and living with my father’s demand that I stay out of it and say nothing. It bothered me then and it bothers me know and like Mason says, when someone you expect more out of does something so vile, it does something to you. I saw Rhena. I was paralyzed with shock and fear, I ran away screaming and my parents greeted me at the bottom of the stairs. I told them what was happening and my mother started up the stairs but my father stopped her. I told him we had to do something. He told me we had to stay out of it. All love and respect drained from me that moment. I felt betrayed, small, worthless.

Honestly, I lost respect for mom too. She let my father silence her. I had the opportunity to tell them what that did to me and my father took a deep breath and nodded. He told me he did do something about it and that shocked me. He asked me did I remember ever seeing him after that and I shook my head no. He slowly looked at me and I nodded. He then told me he never lets anything go but he doesn’t or didn’t want me and my mother involved. At that moment all the love and respect I once had for my parents returned and it was a very emotional moment for us.

I also had to tell Rhena I knew and she told me she knew I knew she heard me scream. She told me it made him stop and he hurried out of the room immediately after they heard me scream. Rhena said he was trying to stop me and she was afraid for me. He never came near me. I never saw him after that moment. My biggest secret was never telling Rhena I saw what happened, never considering that I had screamed so loudly the whole house heard me. My secret wasn’t a secret after all.
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October Meeting! 5 years 4 months ago #3429

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Yes cousin I knew you saw, you saved my life. I thought he was going to kill me. He was choking me and I couldn’t breathe. He was so mad at you and he said he was going to kill you as he ran out the room after you. I knew he was going to hurt me. I sensed it but I kept hoping I was wrong. I wasn’t the first young girl, several of them came forward and he confessed to all of the rapes, One girl died so he is serving a life sentence that’s why you haven’t seen him again. Now I don’t know what or who made him confess, but he did confess. Mason was talking about a documentary on Starz called Unseen. He was or is like this serial rapist and killer. It was like looking at pure evil and that is absolutely terrifying. You know he is going to kill you. I wonder what would have happened if you hadn’t walked in and screamed. How would he have explained my death? I think my secret is not knowing how to tell people I have stared evil in the face and it was the most traumatizing experience of my life. It helped me when Mason said there is no one devil but many. Mason he was soulless. His eyes literally turned black and I knew he had no regard for my life and would have no trouble taking it. I was reminded of Frank in UE, how easily he killed and I could honestly remember feeling if he took my life I would forever be trapped inside the horrifying shell he is contained in.
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October Meeting! 5 years 4 months ago #3430

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Baby that story is simply chilling. I remember when you first told me. A chill ran down my spine and I immediately thought about all the women who have been raped and killed by men like this. Mike…you have dealt with men like this, seen this up close, Adam, Marc…tell us about this. Do you know who what my wife is talking about? I had to come clean with my mother and tell her I have no respect for her because of how she has lived her life. I don’t want to die knowing I destroyed the lives of people for my own selfish gains. It was selfish, and it hurt so many, my half brothers and sisters, Mother Alena whom I’m glad found love in the arms of the wonderful Sir Paul. It felt good to tell my mother how much I didn’t understand that kind of selfishness because she wanted to break up our father’s marriage. She wanted him for herself and she didn’t care who was hurt in the process. That is disturbing.
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October Meeting! 5 years 4 months ago #3431

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Oh yeah…I’ve seen it many times. They are soulless and it’s actually chilling to be in the same room with them. Trust me…the feel they can intimidate anyone left alone with them man or female. I had one guy jump toward me and I wrapped my had around his neck so fast it shocked him. Let’s just say…I’m not a nice person all the time. I can give it as good as the best of them. Yes, other agents had to come in, but please believe me, they didn’t come in to save me. I never had another vicious villain dare get that froggy again. Let’s just say, it’s chilling the first couple of times, after that the thill is gone and indifference becomes the norm when dealing with them and I’ve seen this in females as well.
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October Meeting! 5 years 4 months ago #3432

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OMG !!!! Chris…there are some real crazy people out there. Let me tell you, people who go out with a gun and do these mass killings, or send these bombs, they aren’t like the ones who kill one by one on a regular basis. See, killers, rapist like the one your wife describes, they are a different breed. They kill for no cause, you see mass killers are upset about something. There is emotion there. Serial rapist and killers, there is no emotion in them. Gang bangers who do drive-bys…they have emotion, passion about their feelings. Hit men, assassins, rapist and serial killers do not have any type of emotional ties. I mean if that makes sense.

My biggest secret is knowing there are a couple people I work with who should be in jail instead of putting people in jail.
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October Meeting! 5 years 4 months ago #3433

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Marc that’s why I left. It’s a shame how a few can really spoil the bunch but it’s true. I think, coming to terms with my racial issues. I harbored them. I had to admit it and admit it affected how I did my job on many occasions. I thought I was hiding it but I was fooling myself. I think the biggest secret I had to confront was one I was keeping from myself. I am over it and I realized it was my environment, that began at home and continued in school, following me into my adult life as they were not only accepted but encouraged. Racism is alive and well and if we aren’t careful it will cause us to react to a serious situation in a deadly way. I will never forget the woman who was literally beaten to death by her husband, never. I will not leave her kids behind either and I have gotten my shit together. Racism is stupid and deadly to us all.

Uncle Chris, it’s like Uncle Mike says. You have to ground yourself and show no fear and no tolerance for their bullshit. If they have no soul, then the lest attention they get the better. I personally think they should all be thrown into solitary confinement and left to deal with their soullessness alone.
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