Wow…this is the first time I’ve touch so deeply by death. I mean mom died and it was easier because she was never really nice to me. But for Mia and I…Mia is my sister, grandpa’s death was difficult. He was so good to us, so good. I am glad he graduated. That does comfort me. I am also comforted that mom will come back in and try life again. I don’t want to imagine her being in a horrible, place full of torture. I like knowing there is no hell. Life here on Earth has been hell on me because of choices my mother made after I was born. But my grandparents made all of that go away. Mason has been a tremendous comfort to me. and I am blessed to have found my Gnostic place with my Gnostic family and friends. I am glad I am where I am at this point in my life because I feel protected, comforted, and loved. Thanks everyone.