I miss my husband every day, but I know he is waiting for me in a better place. It’s so hard to believe he’s gone sometimes. I can’t be as sad as I think I should be because I do know, and I have so much support. I’m not alone. My grand-children are here. Rebecca gave me two priceless gifts and they in turn are giving me more sweet gifts. Shawn and Val are expecting again and Mia has decided she likes Brice LOL. I don’t know if he knows that but oh well, I spilled the beans. I can see him blushing now. I talk to my husband every night. Mason do you think I'm holding him back? It’s so hard to completely let go.