Okay, most of you got upset with Brice but I’ll say this Ashley is who upsets and often offends me. She stubbornly holds on to that old southern bigotry that is shared by her father and stepmother and nurtured. This was a problem for Caleb and will be a problem for Josh. You see, people are drawn to those they feel a connection with. Serial killers don’t pick their victims randomly, oh no, the seek out women or even men sometimes, they see a kindling spirit with, a connection in some way, a shared view sometimes a small connection but a way to relate. You see they don’t always like what they see in themselves and to kill some of it in someone else helps them, in their sick mind, kill what they don’t like about themselves. The catch is, killing is habitual and they find it easier and easier to do and the primary reason for doing it is lost. Caleb and Josh see the sweet Ashley, the representative that is good at PR, good at victim, good at caring, good at being beautiful and innocent. Men like Erica’s father and Benson see the ugly in her. The racism, the selfishness. This is the side of her I don’t like. It’s time you showed us your core self, Ashley. I’ll give you that opportunity but I will remain silent no longer. You are very racist and it will always be a problem for you and those who deal with you in any intimate way, as it is a problem for me. I know how you feel about me. It hasn’t gone unnoticed. I just chose to ignore it. But at this juncture, I’m not in the ignoring mode anymore.
