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Are we more Malevolent or Benevolent at heart? 5 years 11 months ago #2760

Niobi

My hubby is so cute when he is himself. But he do struggle he is not to like it much I think.

I think I to be benevolent. I don’t like evil and I don’t think Luke is malevolent, he just stubborn and a little mean but only when he pushed to be mean. I like to be around good people I have my share of bad people. My father is very bad man. I know many bad men in my country. Men who kill women and children with ease. It is scary place but all places on Earth are scary. I hate some parents abuse their little ones, it trouble to me. I also have bad friends in life. They have envy and envy make friends into enemies real fast.

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Are we more Malevolent or Benevolent at heart? 5 years 11 months ago #2761

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OOOO Marcus isn’t lying a little bit. Chil talking arrogant. That is my brother at times. I think Yolanda was the breaking point for Marcus. She reminded him he is human. He was lost, unable to figure out how to handle what was happening to his family his son. That bitch was the problem because although my brother is a tad snobbish, he has a heart of gold. Now Luke, Luke is really Luke in UE…need I say more?

Ryan…Carmine is a mixture of Ben and AJ actually. I think he’s benevolent, he just handles messes and I mean he handles it. Cleans it right up.

Niobi Luke is ornery but he’s not malevolent in the least. Little brother malevolent is really bad, evil literally and this you are not. You are head strong a little defiant, and sometimes just plan ole ornery

. He’s like a Siamese cat if you rub him right he’s as sweet as can be but rub him wrong and all hell will break loose. I'll pop back in with me self analysis. I'm typing it up in word.

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Are we more Malevolent or Benevolent at heart? 5 years 11 months ago #2762

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You all have met him. He’s out frequently during the meetings. My vocabulary and mannerisms are sometimes the giveaway. Think about it. You’ll recall times when that haughty nose has been up in the are and I’ve been feeling myself.

I don’t like looking down my nose at people wife. That is not what the Most High would have of me. Never the less, it is the station of which I was born and raised and all I can do is put forth my best effort to remember I am a human being first, my shit stinks just like everyone’s shit stinks. I walk on two legs, I talk, I’m human first wealthy second. This is what keeps me grounded. I’m more fortunate, financially that is as Mason says, but that doesn’t make me better. What makes any of us better is how we live our lives, and how we treat others among other things. Such as: a man being a real man! That is doing what a real man does, the 100% man that is. For a woman, it is virtue. She is a prize and she should always conduct herself as such. I, like my sister, absolutely abhor a wanton woman.

Amen to that sis that’s Luke in a nut shell

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Are we more Malevolent or Benevolent at heart? 5 years 11 months ago #2763

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Okay here we go. I know I am a benevolent person because I am always able to put myself into the shoes of another in order to try and understand what they are going through. I have been fortunate to experience all walks of life. I have been poor, homeless, married, divorced, a parent, a stepparent, a teacher, well off, abused, loved, a grandparent and a woman who has experienced serious illnesses. I have had bad bad friends and some really good good friends. I have fallen in love but I have had the good fortune of knowing who not to get to close too. I have turned down marriage proposals because something about the man didn’t feel right. I didn’t think I heeded my sixth sense but I clearly heed it fairly well. I see the good in people and I see the bad. I have been guilty of telling myself I’m tripping to but the fact is when you sixth sense tells you something you’re not tripping.

Ben is the only murderer I’ve ever known personally but I’ve known women who have been murdered by men they were involved with. I was an abused child and I know first hand how it feels to be subjected to someone stronger mistreating you and you are powerless to defend yourself. For years I literally HATED my mother. As time went on it eased and I can now say I care about her but I do not LOVE her. There is too much pain. I forgive but love is not possible. I don’t wish her any ill will but I don’t love her. It is even worse listening to your siblings being beaten and knowing you are powerless to help them. My mother was beaten by every man, black man, she married before she married them. I grew up in a violent home in a violent neighborhood. What was going in in our home was going on in almost every home on the block. This is what happens when you live in an environment where the men just have jobs that they go to, not careers. They work for people they hate, they are treated badly, so they came home and took it out on their wives and kids. I’ve seen women stabbed, drug down the street by their hair, kicked, beaten with belt buckles and the kids aren’t treated any better. Poverty creates the biggest malevolent people. When you live in poverty or you’re poor it’s hard to be happy and with unhappiness comes violence. I have seen a lot I my 55 almost 56 years and quiet a bit of it has been negative, bad. My moral connection to the most high kept me from succumbing to the tragedy in my life and I have been ridiculed for it. I was called the preacher when I was in my early teens because my morality kept me from using drugs and drinking.

I also attract all kinds of people but the malevolent ones don’t hang around for long. That’s good because I prefer to surround myself with benevolent people. Among the living I have to say my brother is at the top, I have to mention you Jay, Michael, Jess, and Kelton. I have to sorry. There are some females too but I’ll comply.

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Are we more Malevolent or Benevolent at heart? 5 years 11 months ago #2764

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Okay…I am benevolent easy natured, compassionate, rational, logical, and practical. This is my core self along with being somewhat snobbish. I have certainly encountered my share of malevolent people, I think my ex-wife’s father is malevolent and he calls himself a pastor. He single-handedly brought down my marriage and almost destroyed my son. I totally place the blame for my failed marriage on him. Yolanda loves he father and his constant words of disapproval against me finally caused her to be compliant. He is a vicious old bitter man and he does far more harm than good to the people who attend his church.

The only killer I’ve ever met was Benson and I visited him while he was in prison and let me tell you I’m glad Ashley survived. He was chilling, but I refused to let him see he was in anyway disturbing me. He hid this side of him pretty well. I mean I sensed something was wrong but when his true self came forward it was far worse than I sensed.

I attract all kinds of people which I am sure is by design. I have to walk through my valley just like we all do. From time to time that walk is riddled with those who would interfere, trying to trap you and do you real harm. The part about being fooled by a malevolent person was chilling for me JR. I know what it’s like to have someone attack you. It literally catches you off guard. If Rod and Luke had not intervened when they did I don’t know what would have become of me. There is nothing worse than having someone stronger than you completely overtake you. It is indeed abominable. We are branching out into foster care, seeking to obtain licensing that will allow us to take in children who have been abandoned and/or removed from violent homes. I simply can’t stand it. The that of a grown ass person abusing a defenseless child just turns my stomach. Mason told us about a case in Colorado where the father finally killed his infant daughter putting his dick in her mouth. They kept taking her to the hospital thinking she was suffering for SIDS, but low and behold that wasn’t it at all, his own daughter. He was also sexually abusing her son his step son. I think his dick should be cut off because there is nothing sicker than doing this to an infant. These people are cowards, the worst kind of cowards. They prey on the weak, those who present no real challenge. I can relate to the Aeon in UE when he says he can’t stand a coward. Man I can’t either. I admire my sister as much as she admires me. She is the one who started all of this let us not forget that. I trust her judgement, her perception, and her sixth sense.

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Are we more Malevolent or Benevolent at heart? 5 years 11 months ago #2765

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I wouldn’t say I am malevolent but mischievous not that is more my core self. I have some deviant behaviors but I don’t harbor any deep-rooted desire to destroy others or even hurt them. I can be mean as hell but I have to be provoked. I attract different people at different times depending on what I’m doing. I am always me and perhaps that’s the problem. I’m am always me unless the situation, professionally speaking, requires me to be someone else. Otherwise, what a woman sees when she meets me is what she’s getting, an insatiable flirt. I won’t say I’m a snob but I have snobbish tendencies. I am and always have been an authority figure, even when I was young. I wasn’t actually a peace maker but I was the one who brought things to order. And that was by any means possible. I was the bully slayer, I got paid to do it. That was one of the things that attracted me to Mason, she was paid to beat people up and I was as well. I wasn’t called a preacher I was the guardian. As I got older I took on beating the asses of abusive men, what I couldn’t handle, I called on Carmine and his crew. Kids are naturally drawn to me so I love them because the naturally love me, now my own kids all I can do is groan. I prefer to keep company with the righteous and that’s me in a nutshell.

I have met some really malevolent people in my life in my line of work too many to count or recall. So, I focus on the benevolent people. I know you said pick one Jay, but I have to say Mark and Kelton are up there for me.

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