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Okay Gents it's your turn! 5 years 11 months ago #2723

JJ
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Okay okay…I was a playboy, a woman’s public enemy #1+++. I was a bad bad bad bad boy. I cheated for the sport of seeing if I could get caught. I wanted to get caught to perfect my skills. Hey, the truth is the truth. I was blessed with my father’s strong, handsome, masculine features and physic and I took every opportunity to utilize the tools I was born with to aide me in my elicit pursuits. I actually hate how I was and I agree with Josh, being mean and nasty becomes heavy, especially when it is against the nature of the core of your being.

I was never homophobic. I didn’t care. I have always had gay friends and they never bothered me. They were actually the ones who pulled me in when I was about to go to far. I was a little racist just because in my world I did not associate with other ethnic groups but the one I identified with and that was white. As far as I’m concerned, when you don’t have any friends outside you own ethnic group you are racist. When you tell yourself, black people use the racist notion as a crutch instead of taking responsibility for their lack of progress you are a racist because deep down we all know that is a LIE!! Everyone on this damn planet knows how bad white American’s treat minorities, particularly black people. When you witness black people being discriminated against or hear people you associate with making racist comments and you laugh it off and push it out of you head, telling yourself, you didn’t do or say it, you are racist. So, I was racist.

All of this changed when I visited my father and saw he was a different man. Something was happening to him and it was intriguing. He was going to a poor area with a right white guy (Mark), or should I say a richer white guy

and I had to see what was going on. I came I saw and I was forever changed, thank you Most High God of gods.

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Okay Gents it's your turn! 5 years 11 months ago #2727

Linden
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I have always been timid and shy around women because I spent so much time watching how my father treated women. I knew I didn’t want to be anything like him because I never loved him. I couldn’t wait to get out of the house for good and I was comfortable with the thought of never seeing him again. This meant I respected women, I was not a homophobic, I was not racist, and most of all, I was not a DAMN REPUBLICAN! I finally found where I belong and I’ve never been more content.

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Okay Gents it's your turn! 5 years 11 months ago #2728

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I always longed to be loved and that led me to a very bad marriage. I tried to cleave to her family and they were a bunch of redneck, trailer trash bunch. I mean it. I could only afford a trailer and I moved into a trailer park. That’s where I met my first wife. Most of the white people living in trailer parks are racist and love to tell themselves they are not doing that great but at least they are better than a black person and we all know the word they use. That “N” word and not the version that ends with short a. For a while I was homophobic, racist, and republican because white people in trailer parks know republican is the part that best represents white people.

I became better adjusted when I met my natural grandparents and I was eager to be a better person. Of course, to my ex-wife I became uppity and she couldn’t handle that. I was never meant to be with her and my girls and I are better without her.

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Okay Gents it's your turn! 5 years 11 months ago #2730

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TJ wrote:

I don’t have a problem with women, men have been the dark spot in my life. My birth mother was treated so badly she could not keep me. I respect women and I feel sorry for them most of the time. I was finally able to meet my birth mother thanks to my adopted dad, who made my whole life better, and she is so small and delicate. She just cried when she met me. She said she didn’t think she’d ever see me again. I put her in a nice house and brought her a car. I’m her only child. She said she never wanted to have to give up another child. I totally forgive her and one of dad’s friends has her smiling all the time. I approve. He’s well off and she deserve to be happy.

I’m not homophobic because I’m also bisexual. I am not republican I have always been democrat. Becoming Gnostic saved my life and in every way. Thank You Jay, Mason, Luke, and Marc for finding me and giving me a new lease on life. It allowed me to give my mom a new lease on life as well. And, yes…she is coming to the next meeting, YAAAA!!!

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TJ, sometimes a poor struggling mother’s only hope is that her son or sons will grow up and make something of themselves, and remember their mother who struggled all their lives to make sure they had what they needed. As a mother, a decent mother who always put the safety and welfare of my children first and far most in my life, we hope that we will be remembered and not cast aside and forgotten. We want to see our sons grow up and be different kinds of men than they were exposed to growing up. You are a very good son, a forgiving son, a understanding son, a loving son. I am so proud of you, so very proud. Love your mother especially if circumstances were out of her control and she was forced to leave you. It sounds like and I sincerely feel this is the case with your mother. May the Most High Bless You Now and Forever. I look forward to meeting her.

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Okay Gents it's your turn! 5 years 11 months ago #2732

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Well, honestly, I was like JJ. I didn’t care about much. I had no convictions, I am a follower and I followed my older brother and cleaved to my republican grandparents without question. At times I was miserable, but that grew more intense when I met the love of my life and despite what my grandmother thought, I married her. I caused an immediate strain that I know my big brother also felt and it was the beginning of the end of the ties we shared with our grandparents.

JJ and I are good friends because we are two of the same kind of people. We are from the same clan at heart, and thankfully we were found washed up, and set on a more righteous path. I won’t lie, my wife didn’t set me straight, I was a flirt. I was fast on the road of committing adultery. For while I told my wife she was making to much of my grandparents. I just didn’t want to deal with it. Which was the same way I felt about racial issues. I didn’t want to hear it, I couldn’t relate to minority issues and I was glad I wasn’t a minority. You see when you can honestly say you are glad you were born in white skin, hell yes we know black people are still treated horribly in this country. I’ve gone as far as saying if I woke up black I would commit suicide. I know I’m not strong enough to live in black skin so in a way it’s a compliment. Black people are strong people. They have a lot of shit to deal with and honestly, what they do, when bad, only affects a small amount of people. I saw my grandfather make decision that would hurt hundreds of people and he didn’t care. I saw him fire people before they reached the point of retiring, watched them walk away devastated. You know what? They were all white. The only thing that matters to our grandparents is money, nothing else. That is literally what they worship and money is a cold, heartless god.

I began to change the minute I met Mason and listened to her and Mark talk. I’m a better man, a better husband and finally ready to be a role model and start a family of my own. Wish us luck as we are working hard, if you want to call it work, to become pregnant.

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Okay Gents it's your turn! 5 years 11 months ago #2733

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Women scare me honestly. I’m also shy and don’t have much to say around them. I have met a nice young lady who is in the Gnostic Group. Her name is Amber and she’s shy like me. We started talking at the last meeting and we have been talking on the phone every sense. I’m a virgin so….I’m a little nervous. She is too so…so far I like her and I met her in a good place.

I was a little racist listening to my father but it only lasted for a short time. Some things are just to stupid to harbor. That is one of those things. Hate is a miserable state of existence so, why dwell there? I was a little homophobic listening to my father, he’s gone now and I don’t miss him. Hate drove him to do all kinds of evil things and finally it drove him to take his own life after trying to take my brother out. I decided my mother was on the right path and she was always right growing up. She’s worth trusting I decided and I’m glad I did. I’m glad to be a Gnostic, I have several young people joining me and Amber at our next meeting and I’m very excited to be recruiting new younger members. If they can get on the right path while they are young their lives will be all the better for it.

I have never been a political person and now I identify more with the democratic party so I am a liberal democrat yaaaa!!!

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