I really didn’t expect that either. I think when the gentleman asked the question I did feel anger at first. But…then something came over me and I looked at Michael and all the anger washed away. He, I had to tell him. All I wanted to do was tell him. I forgot for a moment we were in a room full of people. I took one look at him and decided he had to know what happened to me, how it happened, what he meant to me, and what he will always mean to me. I had to acknowledge Kelton for what he now means to me and what I hope he will always mean to me. I want Michael to be happy and I know I can no longer make him happy. It pained me when I realized it but I have to let go so he can find someone who can make him happy once again. He was trying so hard and I wasn’t biting. I had to let him know what happened. It turns out the gentleman that asked the question needed to hear our story and from the sounds of it everyone benefited from witnessing me trying to make a man that once meant the world to me, a man I still love and respect, understand he did all he could. He has tried in every way to make it up to me. He deserves better than what I am able to give him.
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