I am violet, not sure how that makes me feel but it didn't surprise me.
Deb I have done things as well. I am my father’s son and find that I had a lot of restitution to pay. Mason was in a gang. She has done things too. I think first you need to confess the wrong you’ve done acknowledge it, and take responsibility for it. Then take the steps to right the wrong you’ve done. Karma is not unreasonable.
Most people will not even acknowledge they’ve down anything wrong much less take responsibility for it. This is when Karma takes over and does what they refuse to do. Yes sometimes admitting you’ve done something wrong will in itself be accompanied with consequences but it’s better to face them right away than to carry the heaviness that comes along with trying to live with what we’ve done and suffering no consequences.
Part of my restitution is being in a leadership position I didn’t want to be in but it’s what I am. I accept that now but it hasn’t been easy. I didn’t want the responsibility that comes with leadership but it is my cross to bear. Believe it or not MG told me that I would be what I was called to be and she gave me a stern look even as she lay in her last moments with us. MG was mom to me. We had long talks and she prepared me for the life I find myself in now.
I would not want to hear it was God’s will that Pop is gone, that mom Lina is gone, or that MG is gone. They moved on and I’ll see them again. Moved on to a better place because it was time just like it will one day be time for all of us to make that move. We first need not cling to the things in this life as this is a temporary existence seriously. It happens in a fleeting moment and then it is over. What we need to is make sure we pass the course. That’s our focus, not clinging to it like it’s all that there is. There is so much more and imagine living in a environment of love, respect, without fear of the things we fear here in this life