I filed for divorce today and since I’m still here I thought I’d let everyone know that. I think I agree with this Mason. I agree something disconnected and I’ve spent my life trying to plug it back in. I can’t but that doesn’t stop the longing. I’m dangerous because of this and I’m glad Ashley left me a couple weeks ago. I don’t know where she is and I’ve looked. I hate Caleb and I’m starting to hate her for holding on to him so to hell with it. I don’t want her, and I don’t want no girl baby, and I don’t want Caleb’s kids!