And he’s so humble.
Congratulations everyone, there is nothing like becoming a parent. Every thing changed for me. It was like responsibility washed over me like the guys are saying. Men form strong connections when they love the woman who mother’s their children. They may stray but she’s always going to be number one. Not that it’s good to stray. But woman who see married men must understand, it will never be serious with them. Very rare do men leave the woman the chose to marry. Sometimes we witness many things growing up and it’s hard to keep it in perspective. Luckily we find a person or group of people who can help us walk a more righteous walk. I don’t think my father was a good influence in my life. He is racists, sexist, and chauvinistic. I spent my young life rebelling against him, wanting to be nothing like him. I understand why now. I can say first hand bigotry is very ugly and hateful. All day long all we heard was his hatred toward other ethnic groups, women to an extent, and poor people in general. My brother was more affected by his crap than me. He still is so I don’t talk to him much. That’s fine, I don’t talk to my mother either. I have my family given to me via the Most High and I'm all the better for it. I am a part of a group of people in our Gnostic Family who only have our Gnostic Family and we talk about how much we never really fit into the families we were born into. The good news is we at least have one person in our birth family that is with us. My Uncle is here and I love him. He has taken me under his wing and I’m a better man today than I’ve ever been. So yes, hatefulness is learned at home and if your lucky you will run into someone who helps turn that around for you. For me it was Mason, and then Sir Paul, set me on the right track, and now I look to my Uncle as a parent figure and he answers the call every time. I love you Uncle Kelton and thank you for truly loving me.
